10:59 video
Carissa Dumond and I found this amazing little tree house after spending some time on the nearby waterway. Altho there is a No Trespassing sign, it doesn't look like anyone lives here or has been here for a long while. We crawl into this defunct treehouse and find cans of spray paint just sitting there so we decide to get artsy and even more rebellious and start spraying graffiti all over the walls of this little treefort. We are in our out little artistic world, painting and chatting when the owner watches us destroy his property. Once he is very close we finally realize he is there and try to cover our tracks with more paints and innocent words but that does not work. The next thing we know, we both are bound to the wall of this building as gagged as well. We continue to try and talk ourway out of this but he just sits back and watches our struggling bondage ways and listens to us gag talk and plead for forgiveness. He must like what he sees and what he has done to us as he doesn't say another word, but just watches us struggle against our binds. Carissa in metal ankle shackles and handcuffs and rope gag and I bound in leather cuffs and gagged with a ballgag. We gagtalk and talk and talk and test every possible position our bondage will allow but its no use, we will be stuck here until the homeowner decides we have learned our lesson and there's no telling how long that will be.
9:00 video
I'm in an amazing cave in Alabama and I just had to play with balloons knowing I may not have the opportunity like this ever again. It is cold in this underworld but this doesn't stop me from carefully stripping off each layer of my clothing down to my rubber boots and helmet only. The ground is slippy clay so I must be careful to not fall. I start by blowing up this bright balloon wearing my boy shorts but once I warm up by blowing and blowing and inflating this balloon, I carefully strip off my panties too leaving my body fully exposed to the very cold air. I change my position often as I know standing and blowing makes me dizzy with bigger balloons like this. Natures beauty in this cave is so unique as well as I know a balloon has never been popped here as well. I keep on blowing as the neck starts forming from my hot hair. I try to fix my fingers on my final grip and blow when it explodes. I remain quiet so we both can hear the loudest and longest echo ever before I react. Wow. I knew it would echo but wow, this was amazing to experience. I do have more balloons handy, but i must make sure I do not get too cold down here before I decide to stay naked and blow some more.
13:09 video
Its really lovely when I have a shoot but it feels more like a collaboration of ideas and suggestions and well, it seems my sadistic ideas always test my endurance levels so who better than Cincher (On fetlife) to help me with yet another tough situation. He makes me feel comfortable but tough, submissive but flexible, and most of all safe. I suggest he uses clear sticky packing tape to bind me while all i am wearing are thick shiny footed nude colored dance tights. He is aware of my love of hoods and of course he knows I have a tendency of being noisy thru many styles of gags. You watch the evolution of this scene as I have my arms over my chest XXXX to stay put my layers and layers of packing tape, my legs welded together by many more layers of unforgiving tape and my head hooded with a very large gag shoved in my mouth. You watch me test and struggle against the tape, unable to move much but do realize this binding agent is noisy, so this distracts me and makes me what to make more noise simply by struggling. You can see in my eyes that this isn't easy even tho the scene just started. More tape is added forcing me to be in a strict hogtie position and my mouth is shoved Very full of cloth then wrapped around with more clear tape and then attached to my ankles forcing my head back, my gag fully in the back of my throat allowing for very little struggling but I do my best. Of course whats a good hogtie without adding the hitachi magic wand into the mix to help distract my mind and body even more so. My gag noises sound like im purring, then grunting, then well, just good ol very muffled gagged me noises. No gag talk, just cuming in this very strict lovely unforgiving tape hogtie. Thank you Cincher for this amazing experience!
6:33 video
You have decided to break the rules and bring beach balls to the pool and wear sunglasses too. I had to confiscate them since I am Fayth the rule enforcer officer. Instead of allowing you to pick them up when you are thru with your pool time, I will make sure you don't bring them back. I blow each of them up with my mouth first and I so happen to have an air hose handy to prove to you that I mean business. I sit on one as I force the hose to the mouth nozzle and force air into each beachball until they cant handle any more. 2 of them blow2pop with a bang, the other 2 wimp out as a hole forms at a weak seam forcing me to destroy them with my hands as I rip them in half instead. It is quite amazing how much bigger they can get when compressed air is used to inflate these inflatables. They stretch and they stretch and you watch as they each pop and burst and get destroyed by the anyti fun enforcer Fayth. Next time, you should listen to the rules...or else you will get your other pool toys destroyed by me. Hmmm..i guess i will see just how much you like seeing me be mean to your toys or if you want them to stay in 1 usable playing piece.
22:05 video
I am ridiculously giddy, happy, and excited to be hosting a shot-stop in a little while so why have everyone come into a room with no decorations. I brought balloons with here to Jamaica, so why not use them and show everyone just how much I love balloons. I have a large pile of deflated balloons of all sizes and shapes and of course my Hedo II cup with a special slushy inside that I take breaks from blowing to sip on here and there. My smile is bigger than normal as I blow and inflate my balloons up and tie them off. I even multi-task and blow up balloons while I use a hand pump to fill up long balloons to shape into hats and different perverted shapes, or so I try. Twisting these balloons into shapes really comes natural and I have no idea what i'm forming until its done and I am pretty impressed with how they each turn out. I keep blowing the others with my mouth as the airflow in the room floats them off the bed as my floor becomes more and more covered with blow up balloons and this makes me happy too! I explain a few things to you about where I'm at, the group of people Im with and a tad about yet another name I go per the Hash House Harriers. I soon run out of balloons to inflate and my lips are tired too. I end up taping them all over the room, inside and out so the room crawl folks know for certain they found the correct next stop. By the end of the roomcrawl, friends wore the balloon hats around the resort happily and even played with my balloons for hours longer. What an amazing day this was and with balloon decoration that you watch me create in this video, simply made it the best of the best. Don't you wish you could've came on this shot stop room crawl? Maybe next time!
9:07 video
I found myself in a strange old farmhouse with leather cuffs strapped tightly around my ankles and wrists with rope holding me captive to old farmhouse bed with nothing on but a skimpy lacy pair of panties and white high heal pumps and a cleave gag tightly knotted around my head between my lips. The silent stalker walks up to the farmhouse windows hearing me mpph and struggle thru 2 windows before he enters the house to silently watch me struggle in my vulnerable spread eagle bound position. I stretch, I arch, I kick, I struggle, I spread my hands and fingers and wish for release but all I am able to do is test the binds and mpph thru my gag not knowing how I ended up in this perilous predicament. You get views from every angle as I am bound in this old farmhouse bedroom as I discover you watching me as you slowly come closer and closer to my face as I plead for mercy, begging for help but all you do is look and stare as you contemplate what you will do to me next as I have no choice but to receive your actions just as you wish.
6:02 video
I am feeling sexy and seductive in my see-thru 1 piece unitard and thigh high black suede boots. I use my mouth to blow up this lovely big red balloon in some very sexy positions on my bed. My body and this balloon really make a good duet as it gets bigger and bigger with nothing but my air. I hold the long neck with one hand as I look at you with my eyes in a seductive way. You wish I had my lips wrapped around something else but you will have to settle for my mouth surrounding this thick neck of this red balloon. I inflate it big but not as tight as I could so i can be sure it doesn't pop too soon after I squat my barely covered body on it. I roll on it, I sit on it, I rub in on my body as it seems to have enough stretch to last longer than you may if i was on top of you. The more weight on put on it, the longer the neck stretches out, just like your body would helplessly do. My boots spread over it along with my ass and thighs surround this loon. I think its time to make it burst as I bounce on it hard and harder and harder until it bursts beneath me, just like I desired, sending me to the mattress and breathing heavy too. I pull the shard from beneath me as I think I'm ready for another round. Ill give you a minute but please come back so I can ride again and again. Please, for me??
6:15 video
I was fooled when I was told to wear my sexiest lingerie and offered to play a game. Next thing I know my arms are cuffed above my head, my ankles are shackled and I'm stuck to the leg area of this bar in town, My pantyhose are getting ruined with my struggles, my heals are getting scraped up from the cold cement below me and my wrists are in pain from the unforgiving metal locked around them. The rubber bit-gag keeps my words muffled and my pleas more pathetic sounding. I test every position this metal bondage will allow, wincing in pain at times, looking desperate others and trying not to give up otherwise. I really am trying to figure out a weak spot in this situation as a bar patron has a seat beside me, totally ignoring me as he orders a drink and the bartender makes the drink. I beg and plead but my gagged voice goes to mute ears and seemingly invisible humans. Geesh..What does a girl have to do to get a drink around here..I just wish i was bound to a bar-stool instead of where they cant see me to serve me. I mean i don't have any panties on and give lovely peeks up from my stockings and garter-belt and suspenders. What more can I do?
10:15 video
I inflated this by mouth mouth prior to this but now its time to go truly bananas on this sucker. I stand in the pool and make it as stiff as I can with my mouth before I start using the air compressor. I think out loud on my hopeful plan. Id love to straddle this banana while forcing as much air into it as possible. I learn quickly this banana does not approve of my riding it like a huge piece of inflated fruit. The more air I push into it, the more it kicks me off no matter what strategy I use to balance on top of it. Its a huge challenge ot let go of my mission but there is just no way I can ride it to pop it. I keep the nozzle in the single chamber toy as we see this banana gets so much bigger than what I started with. I am so happy and giddy watching this inflatable stretch and stretch and take more and more. I stand beside it in the pool as it floats beside me so close to my face as and force the last air it can take before it explodes with a bang. Popping this banana was such an amazing challenge and sure hope I can find another one like this as I have no idea where I got this from. Ahhh..Going bananas is fun!!!!
8:13 video
I'm feeling pretty frisky today and I just want to play outside and pop balloons and of course make a mess too. I have several confetti filled clear 12' balloons to blow up and show who the boss is. My short jean shorts, fishnets beneath and my flowing hair really has me feeling great. I decide to blow each up until they are happily filled with air. I tie all but 1 off and decide to bounce my booty on them until they explode. The confetti that goes flying really adds to the thrill I get from popping balloons. Not only do shards go everywhere but the paper confetti flies and this just makes me giddy. I want more popping, more mess, more smiles. I continue to sit outside, mouth inflate each balloon, tie them off and bounce on them and even use my thighs to force them to their destiny of pieces. my fishnet clad legs, nature, my great mood really makes this a wonderful scene and I hope you enjoy it as much as I do! I finish off with an oh so wonderful blow2pop:) ahhh..what a lovely view when all i see is shards and confetti laying all over the place. Yes, Fayth was here...tehe
7:20 video
My mission to spread the word of Fayth is strong and hard but so are the anti-Faith folks. I apparently XXXX on the wrong door and find myself bound in a very dirty greasy small freezer converted to a tool shed in my church dress. My cleave gag doesnt keep me very quiet, but does make my protests and pleads for help muffled and a bit more quiet. I insist he will be forgiven for his sins but this doesn't keep him from coming into the freezer to get a better look at my black flat shoes, legs, gagged mouth and pitiful bound body. I insist and beg for mercy but this only puts more of a smile on his face as he holds the camera to most certainly show his buddies what he has captured and bound and gagged. I keep gag-talking and insisting he needs the word of Fayth in the name of Fayth to unbind me from these restraints but this does not happen as once he gets a good look at his bound Fayth he slowly leaves closing the freezer door leaving my pleads for help to go silent behind this very heavy door.
5:12 video
During Dream Marie's Intro to balloon popping video, i discovered I really really enjoyed humping2pop balloons. I also realized that my crotch has finally healed from that day as i was sore for days. I really liked that memory left behind so it was time we really went for it. There were inflated balloons all over the place and part of her surprise for me was to join her in popping them. After biting to pop many confetti balloons and making a huge mess all over the place, We kept placing the blow up balloons at our our crotches and we crotch2crotch popped and popped and popped. We sent confetti flying everywhere. Our smiles were so big, we just ignored you watching us as we humped2popped over and over again. We chest2chest popped, hump2popped, and just had a grand ol time forcing the balloon shards everywhere. I really like imagining I have a strap on with a balloon between us and then when it popped its XXXX deep inside her. That's probably why i just cant get enough of hump2popping them with Dream. Once day I will live out my fantasy but until then we will continue using our pubic bones to dry hump and pop as many as we can. Wow. We are breathing heaving and so happy but she isn't done with her Valentines gift to me. Stay tunes for the climax of her surprise to me. I didn't think this day could get any better but it sure does!
19:25 video
Carissa Dumond and I are just hanging out at my lakeside lair with no care in the world and no hurry to do much other than have some casual fun time together. You watch as we just chitchat as she already has a head-harness ballgag shoved in her mouth and then with every passing minute, more and more rope is added to her sexy muscular body. The ballgag is a bit big for her mouth and I know since we are in no hurry with our rope shenanigans, she is able to give her jaw a break as needed as I tie more and more rope around her legs, chest, wrists, toes and ankles. Once I am happy with how her body is bound, I add one more rope to tie it all together connecting the head hardness to her ankles putting her in a perfectly strict hogtie. She and I really have a good casual time with this, talking about how not all bondage scenes need to be serious as we laugh and giggle. My smile is so big by the time she is hogtied, but stay tuned for part 2 to watch her struggle, gagtalk, suffer and then get slowly ungagged and untied slowly. Its moments like this that make me love that fact that i learned how to tie rope vs only be tied up. I sure do love binding a naked woman outside!
13:32 video
Right before Florida shut down in April, I decided to get out of town and get away from people as media made it sound like this was the only way to be to quarantine myself away from this covid 19 virus. So off to the middle of 1300 acres in Georgia to camp with no running water, electric or a roof over my head to camp and enjoy nature at its finest in all my naked glory. Its day 4 and its definitely time for a bath. With no running water but only the water i carried to camp, i must heat it up first and use my camping knowledge i've learned thru the years to make this work for me. I also fill you in on some tidbits on how to take a bath in this situation and what helps and what makes it even better than using an actual bathtub or shower. I definitely don't have to worry about making a mess or anyone barging into the bathroom. I soap up a washrag and scrub my dirty girl self down as I tell you some survival tips to camping. I explain why I decide to shave my legs as I keep my slide sandals on to keep my feet from getting dirtier. ahhh...after 4 days of no showering, i feel like a million dollars after my redneck bath. What a great way to spend some time alone in the woods in the middle of nowhere during a pandemic, dont you think?
11:29 video
I have this lovely balloon with " Ride me till I pop" but first I must fill this stunning clear big balloon up with my air, only my air, nothing but my air. I wrap my mouth around the neck and blow and blow and blow, looking at you seductively the entire time. I penetrate you with my eyes as you just cant take your eyes off of my lips wrapped around the neck tightly and strongly. I inflate this balloon just like its intended. It stretches bigger and bigger, the long thick neck starts forming and I don't stop blowing. My legs and upskirt views keep your heart beating and eyes busy. I keep looking at you with wanton lust with my mouth unwilling to let go of this balloon. Its getting so hard and tight and so big with my strongest feature, my hot air, my mouth, my irresistible urge to force this sucker to pop from riding it. The balloon had other plans as it explodes prematurely. I guess I cant always get what I want from everything I put my mouth on and around with the intentions of riding it oh so hard! This balloon has been waiting for this moment for so long, i guess id explode too soon too if I was just waiting for lips to surround my special spot too. Stay tuned for round 2, oh so naughty round 2, since this balloon just teased me with its girth and size.
7:18 video
KK Roper and I have been in talks for years to gt his ropes on me. Today is my lucky day. Little do I know just how tight he would tie and how hard it would be to struggle like I love in his handy hogtie. I start out on the bed already bound with a red ballgag tightly strapped in my mouth and my limbs as helpless as could be. I try very hard to roll over on the bed but the ropes and the softness of the mattress makes it near impossible as you can quickly hear my gagged muffles of frustration. I try and I try as then with some assistance, I get put on my knees at the edge of the bed so you can get a really good look at my pantyhose clad feet and bound ankles and wrists behind me. I wiggle and I struggle but in this position I must be careful not to fall the the floor to hard. I spend a bit of time trying to figure out how to make it to the floor while hogtied. With lots of heavy breathing, mpphs, and gagged verbals, I make it to the floor to try and continue testing my movement options in this strict KK Roper hogtie. My dress moved up to give you a good look at my ass and thighs in these lovely shiny pantyhose. I feel defeated as no ropes come loose, I can barely struggle and know I must depends on a kind spirit to get loose. I just wonder how long he will keep my tied up like this.
13:07 video
I am hanging out on a canal in Florida and I cant resist using this party barge houseboat to blow up this huge black balloon. I start in the back of the boat and have a seat and start blowing as I am wearing short daisy duke jean shorts and a see-thru sheer body suit. I blow and I blow but i soon realize my body may not be up for this huge challenge but I keep on inflating this sucker by my mouth. I blow and I blow and I blow. I take breaks as needed as I get light headed faster than normal. Once I know I wont passout I keep on forcing my air into it. I must move spots as this area is too small for this large balloon. I move to the front of the boat that has a chair and a cool seahorse sculpture. What a neat prop to show you none the less as I keep on blowing. I continue to get lightheaded and talk to you a bit to overcome this helpless physical feeling. I realize this balloon will be the winner if I dont just pop it soon. I look around and I see a unique piece of nature calling the balloons name. I blow it up just a bit more then explain to you that this Cyprus root/knot is the perfect solution to the demise of the balloon. The balloon is not near fully inflated but its time to make it useless to anyone else. I bound and push and push it down on the tree root sticking upwords. It eventually XXXX a hole into it, not causing a bang but a hole that i actually put my mouth on to humorously force more air into it with my mouth but only for a moment. Ahhh...i consider this mission complete..One inflated balloon destroyed by means of myself and nature.
10:23 video
* Music only, no verbal audio in this video*
I was XXXX to wear leather ankle and wrist cuffs then all 4 were XXXX together making my body bend backwards into a strict hogtie. I struggle with no gag on, you can see my lips moving, but you only hear the created but you can certainly see the stress, madness, pain, and suffering in my eyes and tightened and over stretched muscles. I demand to be let go as I'm sure you can see by reading my ungagged lips. The bar patron that did this to me just watches and gets really good angles of my soon to be glistening of sweat body. My mouth is then wrapped several times tightly with electrical bundling tape forcing my blue eyes to be even more expressive. My entire body is dripping of sweat, my dirty bare feet wiggle and squirm, I roll around the pool-table helplessly and hard, begging with my piercing glance and brow. Sweat is dripping down my chest, my face, my belly. You simply watch and smile at my peril and helplessness. I struggle so much my flame design itty bitty bikini top becomes untied to reveal my pierced tits and more sweat soaked and dripping wetness. The question is, what will you do to me next? Will you release me or keep me hogtied on the pool table for others to see when they enter this social clubhouse.
**This video does not have any of the audio you would typically get in a good ol bondage struggling video. This video was accidentally filmed with the audio turned off, therefor I had my good friend create a soundtrack just for this experience. Thank you T. Stiffly for helping make this video available with a great audio track.**
10:04 video
I am waiting and waiting as patiently as I can as I smoke a cigarette and sip my precious coffee. You know better than to make me wait but you simply just sit there on your knees as I stare at you tapping my thigh high shiny high healed boots. Crossing and uncrossing my legs as I wear a skin tight cat suit, my hair in a bun and my makeup done to the tea but you have yet to figure out what it is that I need, what will please me, what will make me smile. So we both just sit there as I get more and more impatient as you can see on my facial reaction. The smaller my cigarette gets, the more frustrated I get. I tap, I cross, I stare at you hoping you will come to your senses and use what little brain you have instead of thinking just you in front of me on your knees will make me happy. You better hurry up and fix your mistake or this will be the last time you bow down in front of your Mistress. This Goddess doesn't wait any longer and you should've known better to ever make me wait with no tribute in hand.
16:43 video
I am snooping around and I find this amazing tree house and when I look inside there is a pile of perfectly good balloons inside. There is no way I can just pass this by especially when I don't see anyone around, nor does it look like anyone lives here. I make myself comfy inside as I look around at all the webs and natures rubbish around me, but I quickly distract myself by blowing up almost all the balloons I have found. Each are different colors, shapes, sizes and my smile only gets bigger and bigger the more I blow up and tie off and lay around me. I am loving this treehouse more and more. Once I think I have blown enough up and tied them off, I realize there is no way I can just let them here inflated for someone else to find. So I look around and I see the most perfect way to pop them. The doorway to this tree house is old and somewhat falling part and there are metal screws sticking out so I decide to use what is here to pop them all by pushing them into these metal pieces forcing to pop. Some make very loud banging noises and others, no so much but the louder the better for me, but I sure hope nobody here's what I'm doing or I might get in trouble for being where I'm not supposed to. Popping these mouth blown up balloons is my priority and my focus until I see somebody walking towards me and I'm not done popping them all yet. I hurry up and pop them while this stranger watches me and doesn't quite say anything but the reaction on his face is not of a happy one. Oh boy, um...how am I going to explain myself out of this situation...or will he force a lesson upon me that I will never forget....that an apology just isn't going to be enough.
9:25 video
Carissa & I were hoping to get a hanging chair and hammock hung in our backyard but the man with the rope had entirely different plans. When we hired him he gave us such a discounted rate we thought it was cause Carissa was wearing her bikini and shear robe or maybe because he liked my red dress. We both were wrong as we end up bound together to 1 tree in the 1 piece of 40 meter length rope he made us purchase for his project. We should've been more specific in what we wanted him to tie up cause now we are stuck bound and struggling to a tree. We discuss our predicament and realize the more we struggle the other suffers, esp. from the rope around our neck. We try not to hurt each other but i cant help but make her squirm in worry. The more we squirm and move on the tree we feel the ropes get a bit looser and looser, so we slowly and carefully release our wrists but that doesn't help much but the more time that passes, the more we squirm, the more we are able to escape this tree bondage. I seem to succeed a bit faster than Carissa therefor giving me a genius idea to get out and retie her to the tree because well, that's what friends do, right???
7:29 video
Its a hot day outside and I want to go for a walk so why not strip down to my bikini bottoms and my strappy sports-bra and go for a walk all while blow up balloons until they pop? I skip and smile and giggle as I stop along this lovely path in the wilderness and blow up 2 different size and color balloons until they cant take anymore. I also get close to not being able to stand up while blow and blowing. I take a few breaks from my light-headedness but this doesn't stop me from forcing my hot air into each of the balloons as you watch my stomach tighten with every exhale into the balloon. The final balloon is a huge heart print clear balloon as I find the end of the path with a lovely wooden bench. I take a bit of a sitting blowing break and then get ansty as usual so I stand and blow and show you my talent of not fainting and blowing before i decide to tie this balloon neck into a knot and start my walk back out of the woods hitting the balloon up in the air, chasing it, letting the breeze catch it as I try to keep control of this lovely loon before I make an impulse decision to hit it into the brush. It doesn't pop as I expect but moments later it bursts with a nice but not too loud of a pop. ahhh..I think every walk in a bikini should be like this with nature and balloons and bikini's, don't you agree??
9:14 video
When I work with folks that have been following my bondage work for years and years, their goal for when they tie me up is to see just how little I can struggle in their ropework. I am pretty sure this was the case with KK Roper. He has be in a lovely frogtie while in a girly pink dress and very nice pantyhose. I struggle a bit and show all movements possible but this was way too much movement for his preference so he adds more rope and watches me struggle and gets a good view of my pantyhose clad bound feet and muffled gagged sounds too. I must be moving too much as more rope is added to my already bound helpless body. My hair is pulled back, my feet are bound, my arms aren't going anywhere and my gagged noises and mpphs prove I am pretty damn stuck altho I am still able to show you a bit of my predicament since I am so stubborn and must move, nomatter how painful and challenging it is. I am Fayth after all...I do not stay still in bondage. I can not, will not, nor ever will:) Wow, KK Roper really did do great in his challenge to keep me bound and unable to just escape or move much. Thank you!!
10:15 video
I just got home from the worst handgagging gig I have ever done. I am frustrated and I must vent. I turn on my webcam so all of you wonderful friends and fans and fellow models know who to never work with or for. I explain in detail how bad of a producer he was for many reasons. Little do I know he snuck into my home as I lay on my belly and rant and complain. He stands in the doorway as I vent as he puts on his sunglasses and hat and quietly sneaks into my room and hops on my back and XXXX his hands over my mouth as he puts his full weight on my back. I react in shock and fear and big blue eyes and mpphs thru his strong hand over my mouth. He uses 1 hand, 2 hands, and the other hand with all his strength to keep my quiet and handgagged. I try so hard to tell you that this isn't an act. I make the phone sign with my hand, I make the 911 sign with my fingers, begging you to call for help. I fight so hard. I struggle as hard as my body will allow as he pulls my neck up and back so he can keep his grip over my mouth and sometimes my nose. My struggling doesn't make it easy for him but he sure does his best to keep his grip over my face. I beg all of you watching online for help but after what feels like an eternity, his hand finds my nose longer than need be and XXXX me XXXX and in a starfish pose on my belly as I let out one last long sigh breath. He slowly crawls off of me and leaves me KOd on the bed. Seems he is now happy with his handy work as he leaves. You then get a good look at my now XXXX and vulnerable body as you watch from your screen to my bed and there is nothing you can do to help me as none of you know where I live. All you can do is watch and wait and hope I wakeup eventually from the hardest handgagging I have ever experienced.